Brown or pink hair?

Hello! I need a hair color advice. 🥹🙏 The LEFT picture is me now and the RIGHT me at 19 years (4 years ago).

I have my natural hair color at the moment, because everyone suggested I would look the best like this. Over the years, I’ve had almost all colors in my hair… and yet I still felt unhappy with myself.

I am still ‘crying’ and ‘mourning’ over my pink hair phase, because it was the only period of my life when I felt truly confident. It’s been 4 years and I haven’t gone back to that color, because of my job (I own a business in education in Eastern Europe and the parents are very judgy. I feel like I’d ruin my public image and they’d stop buying my products).

I dont like the conventional hair color I have at the moment (my natural one), because I don’t feel like myself. At the same time, I wouldn’t go back to half pink half purple, because it is too much. I would like to perhaps try a lighter pink, without any other colors.

In your opinion, since you’re seeing me for the first time and you are objective, which color suits me the best? My natural one (left) or should I try a light pink (like the one on the right, but without the purple)?

I would truly appreciate your input. Thank you!