Lash extensions

I have very short lashes and not the most full either. I went and got lashes today and spent $165. I asked her for natural looking lashes and said I didn’t want them heavy and unnatural looking. These are what I got. Am I overreacting or are they really bad? This is the first time I’ve done them, I try to save money and do everything DIY as a mom of two but I hate how clusters feel but love the look. I’m so sad second photo is what I was hoping for. I feel like mine look clumped and spidery 😞