I need assistance on deciding what to do regarding shaving.

So basically I'm a girl and all my life I have been afraid of shaving. My main issue is I'm TERRIFIED. and when I say terrified I mean it. I'm terrified of accidently hurting my legs, arms, face, etc. It has gotten to a point where I have 3-4 different pack of razors (for shaving) just sitting in my cabinet. And I don't know if I'm just overreacting but I genuinely cant bring myself to do it. So I tried looking at those hair removal creams and electric razors but a lot of people are saying like "no just stick with shaving". I've used sensitive skin razors, male razors, razors with extra like protection but they've all managed to nick me. and no I'm not shaving incorrectly. I'm not rushing it, I've shaved after + during showers, I've shaved up AND down. and I still get nicked. I need help deciding.