Feeling demotivated

recently ive been feeling really demotivated about language learning, Im trying to focus on just one language(Tagalog/filipino is my (TL)) but I’ve been struggling, especially because I’m not Filipino… I love the people and the culture, but I’m just terrible at the language, I tried writing a bit and ran it through ChatGPT and it made a million corrections on every sentence… I’m scared to try to speak any, even with my friends, because they say my accent is terrible and i make a ton of mistakes,,, I’m considering just giving up. should I try a different language instead?(I have been considering French or chinese for potential job opportunities, but I just want stick to one) do I need to just take a break from it and approach it differently? I tried reading the frq but it didn’t seem to help. thanks in advance